Omigosh

Omigosh I like totally have like a bazillion things say, like I totally went to the mall the other day and got the *cutest EVER* pink Gcci purse. Totally a steal at $370!!! All of my friends are SOOOOO jealous!!!!!!!! And while I was at the mall I met this TOTALLY hot guy and I got his digits and we are SO going out tomorrow night!!!!111!11!!!1


















Okay, just kidding! Ha ha! Boy was that funny. Eh heh heh. Heh. Heh.


Right. Um. So there is no point to this post, except that I haven't posted in a really looooong time and I feel guilty. I actually have a ton to write about, as I have been saying in previous posts, but I just wanted to say that I had a rotten day today. Absotively rotten -- and yesterday was too. I will write more in detail about the rottenness of it all, but I assure you that I am better now. I drove to Shiloh and bawled for about three hours and was like, "Why aren't You answering? I want to be hungry! I want to actually love you! I want an encounter! I want Jesus Christ in His resurrected glorified body to come and stand RIGHT HERE IN FRONT OF MY TEARY SNOTTY FACE AND TALK TO ME!!!!!" And G-d said nothing to me, which really stunk. Later on, though, He kind of nudged me and was like, "Hey, you want Me to talk to you? You want encounter? The Word is the place of encounter." Except He said it nicer and didn't really use any words. And I was like, "Oh, right," and opened up the Bible to Isaiah 43 and 44, and it was good. One of the things I was doubting and whining about today was my value, and then He says in Is. 43:1, "Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name; You are Mine" and in v.3, "For I am the LORD your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior; I gave Egypt for your ransom, Ethiopia and Seba in your place." I also doubted my identity; all today I kept asking, "Who am I? I can spout off all the stuff I've learned: intercessor, bride, friend, worshiper, etc. -- but who am I, really?" He gave me my answer in verse 5 of Is. 44: "'I am the L-rd's.'" All that to say He answered my questions. That's cool. I like Jesus!

So my day turned out well in the end. Some of HoB's friends had the entire internship over for a barbeque, and it was awesome. I had so much fun! I haven't laughed that much in three days. Now I am hanging out with Killer in her apartment. It is fun pretending to be awkward again, especially when we both really are awkward. (But awkard in the cool sense of the word, not the pocket-protector nerd sense of the word. Not that there's anything wrong with nerds, 'cause they sent people to the moon. Nerd power!!!)

That is all for now. Yes. Thank you and good night.